Give me a war, Give me a rifle, Give me ammunition. I will fight, i will kill, just to release my own pain,just to forget, who knows i might even catch a bullet and die silently in a another country. The betrayal made me to this emptyness, i feel abandoned again.why did i let you in my life? why? i can´t hate you, i just cant beacuse i love you so fucking much. and my question is still: Why? what happend?

You gave me the tools to feel, you helped me build up a true love. Then you ripped out my heart out of my chest and now i am dying slowly.

Please hear me, Dont lose this.. Dont lose me